i feel so lonely, i miss my old crew. i miss game nights; my lively, active, restless days and nights. i miss my old friends and most of all i miss him… yes, him. i still cry when i think about the friends i have lost, the people that meant more to me than any one else, friends that became like family. i can’t believe how much i have lost in a short amount of time. i have no motivation, none whatsoever. not for work, school and especially for life itself. i hate this new life. i just wish i was already in the arms of the one i love so that my life wouldn’t look so grim.
i loved you… where did my life go?